My fucking feeling!
Friday, June 21, 2013 | Friday, June 21, 2013 | 0 Drop on
Hello bloggers,
Start with my feeling? Why? What happpen? Ermm, like usually like before still can't move on even I'd try to move on. Once, I still love you and I don't even know what happen to my fucking hard feeling to you babe! Seriously like a cougar! I hate this feeling much. Tried to move on and I always keep on my mind 'Move on miraa, move on! Forget him and move on!' Iyuppp! Thats easy to say and think but tried to do and see what the result that I got? Fuck! This is so lame. I hate this! Arghhhhhh! Someone told me that sometimes its harder to forget someone that you love ever before because once you had been together with him. Hm, dear feeling please don't be like that! Almost half of years I tried to move on with the fucking more things I ever do! Please let him go. Omaigod! I 've letting him goes but the problem is my heart. That hurt :'(. Now, you're happy with her and now I'm suffering with my own feeling. God, please clean up my mind also my heart about him. Yup him. No one just him that once I had been love :'). Dear heart keep calm. Everyday I stand in front the mirror on my room and ask myself to forget him. Forget everything about him. Forget and forget! I just hope the next day will not happen again. But the fact is still happen. Damn it! Lord, give me strenghtness to face up another day. I just wasted my tears every night because the things will not be sure. Such a bitch! You, yes you dear bitch please take care of him. Please don't let him go. Please love him like your fucking ass. Hahaa. Bodoh! Aku takley tengok muka kau. Serious memang serious. Kemanisan kau jadi kesampahan bagi aku. Sorry to say. That the real what I felt bitch. Haha. Dumb!
Heartles, miraa.
